"Painful Serenity"

by l0neher0


You showed me a world I've never seen before
Where the grand sky meets the deep blue ocean
Of a never ending vast horizon of tomorrow
At an everlasting sunset with a calm breeze
I finally found that place I can settle in
Then out of nowhere dark clouds are coming
A huge disturbing thunder is fast approaching
I look around and found myself alone, standing
On the same ground where you left me longing
Here I thought, I finally found my best chapter
Here I thought, I finally had my greatest fleet
Then I realized it was just a deadly reality
Camouflage with your bittersweet fantasy
Like a soundless scream of painful serenity

"I hate you"

by l0neher0

I hate you. I hate you because once in my life you were exactly what ive been looking for.

I hate you because you were that dream i had and lost

I hate the way you smile that put colors in my grey and dull world.

I hate those eyes that used to stare me with passion.

I hate your voice and every words you've spoken that are like psalms in my ear.

I hate your scent that is a drug to me that keep me asking for more.

I hate you because of all the things you did, i still love you endlessly...

"I Dream"

by l0nerher0

...I dream of the vast ocean floor.
As I lie beneath the starry midnight sky.
Watching the grand fireworks finale...

..I dream of the cold morning breeze.
As I wait for the splendid sunrise of today.
Looking forward to a magnificent sunset of twilight...

...I dream of these little things..
and hoping that someday, somehow,
I get to spend these with you...

Inconsistent is normal

I realized, one can be consistent by being inconsistent. Because this world is not only made up of two options but a lot of choices. We may decide on one thing but do another thing later on. To me, it's perfectly normal. It's not as simple as black and white. We may love a person today but hate the same person tomorrow. As what they said, everything changes, nothing is permanent. The only constant in this world is change. 

However, in my opinion, what's important is that the end justifies the means. It's the reasons behind our actions. We don't decide things out of nothing, we decide because of our reasons.

Our reasons could be lame, shallow or invalid for others but that's fine. It may hurt other people but that's okay. That's part of life, eventually they'll get over it.

But I'm not saying we owe everyone an explanation, I'm saying we owe it to those who are directly affected by our actions. Let's be true, let's be real. Let us stand by our decision.

"Ignorance is a bliss but being ignored is a torture" 

"Dancing firefly"

by l0neher0

Been counting the days since the moment we met
Reminiscing the memories in this romance we get
Days and nights have passed when you were beside
Now all I ever see is this emptiness inside


We used to be so cool, we used to be so fun
Looking back, everything is great under the sun
But where are we now, I always wonder
This damn distance is really a bother


Every day, I keep thinking, how to make love flourish
Thinking of ways, like yesterday's poems we cherish
The poet inside is gone, the artist cannot be found
Here I am standing, stranded under the same ground


They say guys may flirt all day
Getting attractive to a lot of beauty
But guys are pretty complicated, I agree
Coz when they love, it is for real you see


I seldom said those words I used to say
You might be wonderin' if I'm going to stay
At one point, I won't, on second thought, I will
Confused if destiny or faith is the same as freewill


At the end of the day, I came to realize
No matter how the future we analyze
There will always be that uncertainty
In the middle of this silence and serenity


Oh dear, I might be different right now
But don't worry if I ever changed somehow
For change is constant like the king of Troy
Yet look closely for I'm still the same boy


When everythin' has been said and done
When sorrows and tears are all gone
And your happiness maybe with another man
Do remember that once there was someone


Who dance with you in love's melody
Like a dancing firefly in your balcony
Who would believe in days beyond forever
Like a fairytale with happy ever after


Someone who scold you when naughty
And hugs you when you are weary
Someone who will kiss you gently
And loves you more than anybody

"Beyond Adorable"

by l0neher0


I adore you beyond that make up and lipstick on your face.
I adore you beyond those shining jewelries and accessories.

I adore you beyond that contactlense and eyelashes extension.
I adore you beyond those sexy pose, dress and fashion.

I adore you beyond the physical aspect of words and beauty.
I adore you for who you were, who you are and who you will be.

I adore you and it is beyond love at first and second sight.
I adore you beyond everything and love you at every sight.

"Rose"

by l0neher0


You are bestowed with a majestic color
Like green, red, pink, yellow and a whole lot more
Your delicate nature is astonishing
Amidst the torns to you are surrounding


You caught my attention with supreme beauty
Like a light in the endless tunnel of mystery
Few steps away and I can't hide the burning desire
Reaching out my hand to get closer to where you are.


It was the elegance of the filters that caught my sight
But what keeps me staring is the silhouette of your light
I even went past behind the physical beauty's boundary
And choose to go beyond what meets my vision of beauty


All this time I've been searching in my reverie
Like watching a TV series with romantic story
It feels like I'm torn between fantasy and reality
And if this is a dream then I'd be sleeping for eternity


I want to pick you off your stem for me to carry
But that would be selfish and will cause you misery
So for now I'll be contented in watching you darling
Here at the border of friendship and love everlasting

"Untitled"

by l0neher0  

(special dedication to a friend)

You little one was born with light
That shines to everyone so bright
The joy and happiness you bring
To everyone will always remain

No words can ease the longing
Even tears can't describe the pain
Yes you are now gone physically
But forever in our hearts you stay

So farewell to you dear little one
You just arrived but left too soon
Angels in heaven to you will guide
As you walk to our father's side

"Let me be"

by l0neher0

Let me be your hero without a name
Your superstar beyond the fame
Your knight in a shining armour
That protects you forevermore

Let me be the sun of your everyday
The shades whenever your astray
I’ll be the hand that will guide your way
And your comforter on your rainy day

Let me be that shoulder for you to cry
And accept the feelings you keep inside
For when everyone else lose a time
I’ll make one for you even against a tide

Let me be that love song you like
And that best love of your life
For in my heart you dear is the best
And will be special above the rest

"Poem"

by l0neher0

A poem holds hundreds of emotion, lying and waiting to be discovered like a treasure box in an isolated paradise.

It expresses thousands of feeling that even a paragraph can't contain.

It tells a million journey that were left forgotten across the memory lane.

It is an artistry of love, passion and life. That surpasses even the boundary of time, the infinity and beyond.