"Borrowed time"

by l0neher0

We thank God for giving you to us for a while
Like a bright child with beautiful smile
We'll cherish your sense of fashion and attire
And your carefree attitude in embracing life

Your mother's love has no comparison
A loving son and a dearest companion
Tears cannot express enough the longing
The agony of losing you and the pain within

All the places we've been through
Will always reminds us about you
The journey and pictures we've taken
And friends you've found and chosen

The time we spent was nothing but short
But memories you left are so much worth
For now we bid farewell to you dear friend
Just rest in his loving arm, this is not the end

We will see you again in the second life
On the next chapter of this borrowed time
We'll continue the travel that's long over due
And take more pictures with friends and you

"Secret Hello"

by l0neher0

Behind every single hello is an admiration
Behind every likes and emojis are infatuation
But I'm tired of doing hid and seek
Of regretting choices I didn't make

Your past and mine are almost the same
Dreams we failed to achieve what a shame
I can tell that you are still moving on
But please don't misjudge my intention

This seems to be harder than I thought
Trying to close the gap here in our route
Reaching your distance with nothing
But these sincere sword from within

Perhaps you are now really wondering
How foolish and desperate I've became
Well I have been foolishly fighting
These feeling right after our meeting

Lightin never strikes same place twice
Stuck in the world between truth and lies
Expressing what ought to be expressed
And regrettin whatever happens next

"Butterfly's heart"

by l0neher0

I have just known you not too long ago
But been around before my first hello
The beauty I believe only you possess
Mesmerized me for a while now, I guess
A dancing butterfly without direction
All of a sudden has caught my attention
And since then I've been following you
Like a shadow or a permanent tattoo
How I dream that maybe one of these days
Even for just a single moment you'd say
You'd like to land and rest in my arm
Or in my shoulder I will keep you warm
I know sometimes my ignorance is showing
Trying to catch you even without a warning
I hope this won't be a hint of an ending
Of something I know not yet the beginning
A person's heart is just like a butterfly
Catch it by force, then it'll leave and fly
But I decided to wait and take this chance
Be contented in watching you from a distance

"A letter to the future you"

by l0neher0

Been to different battle and race
Even tried an unending mace
I remember every second chances
And the moments I always missed

I'm no expert when it comes to this
I also commit failures and mistakes
But what's important is after the mess
I always learned the lesson, I guess

Before you open my first chapter
Let me tell you about the world I'm after
Coz I'm tired of all the endless play
I'm just looking for someone to stay

Let it be known that I am but an old soul
When it rains I love to listen to classic songs
When I'm tired I keep my mouth shut
When I'm happy, I wiggle like a cat

I love sweets, quick kisses and cuddles
But I love doing these with you the most
My world will be very small and simple
And it will revolve around you like circle

I will never have a time left in my hand
Because most of it will be yours, hon
We will travel the entire world in this lifetime
Talk about stories and babies at the camp fire

When you feel down I'll promise to hug you tight
And play with you when you lost your might
I'll love you when you're at your best
But I'll love you most at your worst

We'll walk holding hands across the shoreline
Feeling the warm embrace of the sunshine
At night, we will do a star gazing
Make wishes like we're dreaming

I'll sing you songs on every dates
Write you letters like the old days
When our age and skin is no longer the same
Be assured that I'll always be with you darling

This is a letter for you in the future
That I sealed with my loving nature
May our string of fate reaches you
And prepares you til that day is due

"Old Soul"

by l0neher0


I'm done with small talk and mingle
Like getting to know another single
It seems that everyone wanted an easy route
Doesn't matter who they stepped on to stand out
You see, this world is full of disappointments
Even the people around you are no different
They smile and help you with your need
Like friends for life you've always seek
But, by the time you start to walk away
Behind your back they've something to say
How I wish to go back to those days
When all I think is eat, sleep and play
Innocent memories we can only take
When one day we're off to kick the bucket

"Camouflage"

by l0neher0


Like a fox in a sheep's clothing
A widow is hiding in a maiden
Unlike the rainbow after the rain
Taste like drug that was addicting

Kiss me not when this world falls
To the hand of the might Thor
Your reflection in a broken mirror
Is like the queen of ice and terror

When the cry of the winter wolf
Is the only sound you can hear of
Let it be known that you're stranded
All alone in the mess you've created

When you read this I hope you realized
Which part of your world you sacrificed
And took a camouflage just to hide
Back to your old roller-coaster ride

"Broken Clock"

by l0neher0


Tick tock tick tock the clock is ticking
Turn right or left something's missing
Standing sitting nothings seems right
Wondering thinking makes us uptight

What where and why does it make sense?
We tend to look for someone's absence
Can't we people make up our mind?
Look from within or maybe a sign

Instead of searching, start waiting
Who knows what you've been looking
Is someone beside you sitting
Looking for a chance and timing

"His Signs"

by l0neher0


I was at a crossroad between hope and despair
While time is chasing me, approaching my rear

To heaven I seek the signs I keep searching
Then suddenly I saw you there at the front, standing

My heart flutters, it flickers and beats are skipping
Like the small butterflies in my tummy are flying

The emotion that's been rushing to my veins
I was confused so I asked God what it means

God replies with the sound of my heart beat
As it speaks nothing but your name so sweet

"Fading Fireworks"

by l0neher0



At the corner of my memory, a person's riding with me
Inside a fast vehicle to a destination she wants to be
It's strange how a decision ruined a splendid fairytale
What seemed to be magnificent dream turned into nightmare


The food we used to share, strangely I no longer remember
She used to be significant but turned into instant stranger
Her face that fluttered me, no longer brings the same feeling
She was somebody but became nobody when my fairytale is ending


What was once a beautiful and pure feeling is no longer present
What remains in my heart is nothing but complete disappointment
It's like watching a grand firework display as it slowly fading
Until what's left are little dust in the sky of the cold evening

"Emotional Train"

by l0neher0



One meter, two meters, three, make it four, I'm riding this train like I've never done before
It was fun until it last but what is it for? I used to see only the destination, but not anymore
To the left side, then back to the right, hugging the pillow, trying to make everything right
I'm lying in bed for hours, days to nights, these fabricated memories are running out of sight
Let me savour this lie, smile once in a while, clock is ticking, but this heart is breaking
I saw the ending, but what's the meaning? Is there an essence of reading when pages are fading?
Please stay, one more minute, few seconds will do, let me enjoy a moment with image of you
Let me dry these tears in this endless road, please stay for now, I promise I will let you go
Just one more glance at your picture and smile, one last text, last private message across the mile
One - two - three - you're finally free, out of this life, last emotion poured in this final poetic line

"Glass Wall"

by l0neher0


Hey mysterious girl, you who resides in that glass wall
Let me tell you this little secret before my downfall
I came from a war I knew I can't win, such a hard battle
With me I bring no weapons but sincerity and principle

You who finds it hard to trust anyone in this world
Coz you've seen and heard every perfect lies they told
You who locked up yourself inside your little chamber
A girl in the corner waiting for miracle or disaster

My heart is aching, it's losing, missing and beating
With you inside my head and my hands are still bleeding
As I tried to reach out to you just to try breaking
These glass walls you built that to you is surrounding

You used to say you're strong and independent woman
But why does my heart sees a lonely and unstable one
Don't let others definition of you makes you who you are
Coz you are something much more than just a work of art

Let me shatter and break these glasses you were building
And take you to a world when ending meets the beginning
Just close your eyes girl and let me guide you the way
I promise I'll never let go, coz baby I'm here to stay

"Broken Carousel"

by l0neher0


She took my heart on a highspeed chase
Lead me to a quick breath-taking race
We were going round and round
And flipped my world upside down

She sweeps me off my feet with her smile
As she takes me in for a beautiful ride
It was perfect until I finally realize
That we are riding in a borrowed time

How do I start this long goodbye?
For a love that is not even mine
How do I burn that bridge I'm taking?
When I haven't even started crossing

Friends told me you can't lose something
Nor missed one that's never yours to begin
They are moving forward, this body and mind
But in broken carousel, my heart's left behind

"Beautiful Nightmare"

by l0neher0


There was a man standing beneath the moonlight
His sorrow behind him within this cold night
He played on fields full of Lavenders and Orchids
Without realizing that days gone by were days wasted


He was always alone but he was never lonely
However, deep inside him, he feels empty
Until he mets you while dreaming ordinary
Like a fairytale or a beautiful reverie


It was like a quick stroke of fate or destiny
His lone and idle heart started beating finally
But then when everything seems going accordingly
You started fading and left an extreme melancholy


It sure was brief, but he felt genuine happiness
And was hoping it would have last longer than it is
A beautiful nightmare he found within a lucid dream
Will you please stay and this time, make it real?

"Insignificance"

by l0neher0


I can tell you I love you a thousand times
And whisper to the wind that you'll be mine
I can show to you how much I really care
But at the end of the day it still wouldn't matter


I can be anything, even a frustrated writer
Write you many quotes and sincere love letter
I'd write poetry for you and become a poet
Draw a horizon and in it I put your portrait


I'd be drifted at the corner of my fantasy
With you beside me standing in that mystery
A beautiful sunset and happy ever after
But guess what? It is still doesn't matter


I was thought to stand for what I believe is right
But I definitely know when to give up a fight
For things are worth trying when everything matters
If it's not for me then I'd move on to become better