"Find and Miss"

by l0neher0

I have her but why am I lonely?
She was perfect but why it's empty?
Is it just me or we're the same?
Something's missing I can't explain

Do not find love, they said
Let love find you, I agreed
But then why I am longing?
When I should have everything?

Just when I finally understood
That love is something to behold
Not just a burst of emotion
But a hard and real decision

For her I gave up everything
And choose one that's uncertain
Of a narrow cloudy horizon
In this dark bizarre region

Maybe you're asking if I’m regretting?
Definitely not, for I am only wondering
But will I be able to find it at least?
Or was there really something I miss?